Cute and Nakie

Dear Diary,

Well Ive been sitting here, reading a few diaries… then decided to write some more. Thank God its the weekend, I can sleep in tomm. Its almost 2am now.

B is sleeping in my bed, all cute and naked.

The weather is warm still. We washed our Jeeps outside together today, and I mowed the front lawn. He ran to the store to get stuff to prep dinner, and today he even drove to my parents house to pick up my oldest for me! Wowie, he offered.

See, I was to get kids yesterday and ex called to ask if he could bring them back sat night, He was gonna take the kids climbing, I said fine.

So I made plans, B came out, and wed go to a movie or something.

Well then ex calls and says oldest wants to come home and youngest wants to stay… I had plans, he left a voice mail. I just ignored it. Well he called my Moms house and my mom said bring him over. I was a little pissed, but what can ya do? He asks to have them, then changes the plans and gives the kids the choice when I made alternate plans, then calls my mom and puts her in it. So she took the oldest last night and I called her when I got in, she said he could stay over with her.

So ex then calls today changing the drop off place AGAIN. Why I dont really know, it was strange, but anyways….

I saw ex today at McDonalds while getting youngest, oldest stayed at the house with B. Ex has one of those long nasty goatees(sorry I hate those damn things all long and dried out looking)

God that man is getting so nasty looking. He told me on the phone the other day he has two teeth he needs pulled, a hole in his mouth and that if he just sucks he can spit out blood from the bad teeth (UMM GROSS)

Then he brags about his new Jeep, about another one he wants to buy, I said to him “Oldest has dentist appt monday”

I have not recieved a dime of child support since first week of Dec, nor reimbursement for Dr and Dentist bills, his portion, yet he brags about spending money on crap, but then pays me zilch and is spitting blood cause he wont go get it taken care of? Yep, thats my ex for ya!

Retard.

B and I saw Dawn of the Dead last night. It was pretty good, fun movie. But I was all tense as usual afterwards. I had a glass of wine when we got home I was so jittery, its the tension. But it didnt disturb me or creep me out. 🙂

So it was nice this AM, B and I sleeping in, sleeping naked with the door open with no kids, making love in the AM, then tonight after they went to bed he came over and just Took me, 🙂 after he locked the door.

Hes been so good.

So tomm Ill just be around the house Im sure. More stuff to sell, mow the back lawn and do some grocery shopping.