So Where does he Live?
Dear Diary,
Good morning. Im Starving! Normally I have some time to stop and grab something on my way in, but ended up talking with a students mom way too long after I dropped him off.
Well talked to my friend T last night. We are opting out on the Hockey Game. And we are going to go to City Walk. Eat at the Hard Rock then go to the Piano Bar there he keeps talking about to me. He said its a lot of fun, very interactive, people singing, dancing, drinking, he said its a blast, so Im actually kinda excited! So he said I can meet him around 8pm or so. I also told him I would not be spending the night and Id be leaving afterwards.
Still dont have anything set for tonight. Wonder if I will? I keep thinking to try ladies from my womens group. I have about 6 numbers now, I can go through the list and see if anyone wants to see a movie? Or just sit and have dessert? Otherwise Ill just hang out at home tonight.
Talked to B yesterday, Im just not really wanting to even talk about all the past stuff. Im so tired of it. Im kinda like “Forget it?” attitude? Why stress myself out? See him when I want to? Do things with others when I want to. Let things take their course and see how it all plays out.
B said “Ill talk to you tomorrow?” I said “Well you are going into your part time job so I probably wont be home when you get in, Im gonna try and go out friday night.” So I was proud of myself. Hes aware how much I sit home also. Thats gotta stop. But now I feel as if I dont have ENOUGH! Weekends to do things!
So I have plans for saturday. Next weekend Im working on going up North for the Halloween party, but that is still iffy, but if I cant do that I think Im gonna see about going to visit one of my sisters with the kids.
Weekend after that? Well, I talked to Drool dude last night. He asked how often I come out by way of San Diego. I said not a lot but I want to, its one of my favorite places to go. And my girlfriend lives near there, so I think I will see about coming to stay at her place, and then possibly go hang out with Drool dude for a day. He said hed show me a tour of things, its his home turf so that would be great! So its just in the air, but we shall see. Hopefully I wont be so strapped for cash. But cant ever predict either.
Kids talked to Dad last night. He told them he has a house. He also was at the chicks house he was dating who he said he wasnt seeing anymore. Not sure if he was just over or if they are seeing eachother again. Heaven help that woman if she is fool enough to get close to him again. So I have NO Idea how on earth he got a place to live? If he has been unemployed since end of August or so? And he says hes still looking for a job? Hes not paid a dime of support in 3 months. Im also feeling a little uneasy. I know what town hes living in. But he said his cell phone doesnt work there. SOO? I wrote him an email last night stating that I need an address for where he lives, or does he have a house number? Since I have no idea where my kids will be? And can they call me if they need too? So I really dont know if that is going to cause problems. If hes gonna play mr controlling dickhead, or just easily respond with the needed info.
I would think hes roomates with the guy, but havent gotten word on that. And to be honest Im not thrilled about the kids living with him either. AS I said, he pulled a knife on his own Mom and was kicked out, then came to our house that same night and my ex beat him up outside and the teen was screaming “HELP Call the Police! Hes beating me!”
Ugh, Im caught in a weird place. So I need some type of info before those kids leave as to where they will be. So pray for me folks its not some stupid control issue I have to deal with and he creates drama over it.