Down Time

Dear Diary, I keep writing so much here and there, its all I know how to do. I am so unfocused today at work, its hard for me, I just want to leave, yet if I leave I just go home and sit with myself just the same. I so badly want to see my…

Dear Diary, So Im supposed to head out soon to go to Ca. Im dragging my feet. I always get weird when I am to leave to go away, I get a sense of anxiety and dread. Im good once I go, but why do I do this? I just want to be home, I…

Dear Diary, Morning. Well I got my period. WOohooo, lol put me outta my misery finally! I just get that emotional time right before it starts. So last night I must have been up till 1am or later.. I couldnt fall asleep. I just laid there and felt like crying. I grabbed my teddy bear…

Dear Diary, I feel so lame, but am just being real, this is me. I stayed up till about 11 online to see if boyfriend would arrive home, talked to his roomate she said no sight of him. 🙁 I just wish he didnt tell me stuff like “Ill be home around 9pm” I laid…

There was a time when you were my shining light My Strong arm in the storm My Safe place Like the song “But you own the place, where all my thoughts go hiding..” Now its replaced with electronic people all over the world, Random people in various places Cyber Hugs and “Im thinking good thoughts”…

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