Man thoughts
Dear Diary,
Was reading another diary on Love. So Im just in the mood to chronicle some things about my relationship with my Boyfriend for later reference.
We met as friends during my marriage. He was respectful and a good listener.
I didnt really desire him in a physical or dating sense. I just really liked his demeanor, there was something about him. The look in his eyes, and the tone of his voice and the way he hugged. He is well known for his hugs. He generally seemed to care about me as a person and held respect for me.
So we did know one another for about 3-4 years on a platonic level. We didnt see one another in person too often, and when we did our exchange was very brief hellos and hugs. It was online that we talked more, but it was always in a fashion where we were sounding boards to one another.
So even the night we first “Clicked” on a more intimate level, I didnt go into the situation looking for that with him, yes it was one of those “Just happened” events. This was also the first person I went and “slept” with after our first night together where we clicked. I made the first moves also. He was in shock that I even wanted or desired him in that manner.
There is a strong physical attraction for me to him. I was never attracted to my ex the way I am to this man. I found my ex an attractive man. But not to the degree I do with boyfriend. Yet the other part, is he listens. He sits on the phone night after night and wants to hear my stories, about my work, about television programs I watched, about my friends, and he generally does seem interested and enjoys hearing.
So what is it I like about him?
He Listens
He is respectful of my physical boundaries ( he doesnt grab at me, pressure me physically)Yes he says he misses me, but he doesnt put me in a guilt trip and I dont have to fight him off like an animal.
His Depth, the way he views things, he feels and internalizes things a lot deeper than most people I know, so he always has an interesting perspective on things.
Im starving! Need food, write later