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Dear Diary, Morning. And Im talking EARLY morning, I got up when B left around 5 or so. My mind was spinning again. I couldnt relax and go back to sleep. And its all over my job. I hurt my back yesterday, well strained it, Im angry and resentful of what Im doing lifting crap,…

Dear Diary, I was dreaming about Ex before I woke up this AM. It was like I was staying in some apartment and he came to see me. And we were being all friendly and talking nicely and he was being affectionate to me and it felt nice. I was getting ready to go somewhere…

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Dear Diary, Morning. I didnt go with B today. I was up till 3am. B woke me about 8am. I said “Babe, I dont think I should go today, Im not mad or anything like that. I want you to go and have a good time.” He was puzzled by my response and said He…

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Dear Diary, ::::::Sigh:::::: So I wrote B an email today around 2pm today asking if he was coming out tonight or tomm. He wrote me back and didnt answer the question. I left work, came home later and found this email Vicky,haha Sorry I totally missed your question about coming up. I thik tonight It…