First Day of School, grrrr

Dear Diary, I just went back to check my email again and my Ex is coming into town Sat. I just wasnt expecting him nearby again so soon. He wants the children for the weekend which is fine. I just get this anxiety when he is in town. A fear, I dont even live with…

Dear Diary, Hello 🙂 Well I had a nice weekend. Friday night B had to work and was working about an hour north of where I live. So I said if he wanted they could drop him off on his way back and Id bring him home sometime during the weekend. He sounded iffy about…

Dear Diary, Morning. Still feeling bleh, kinda lost I guess. Having things pour over and over in my mind. I cant wait to get over this hump, my work enthusiasm is low right now and I need to perk that back up. I didnt hear from B yesterday. It was his first day of the…

Part 2 of Joyce’s Story, Part 1 is in previous entry Isaiah 61:7 For your former shame I will give you double blessings A Song about Shame Dear Shame – By the Newsboys I catch you digging in my trashfor stuff I’ve long thrown away.You bring it back on a tray. And I hear you…

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Dear Diary, Well got a letter from Ex last night. Basically saying that I need to look at the ROOT of what caused our problems. How I claim he has been abusive to me but I wont look at the ROOT. That I left counselors once we got to the ROOT of the problem. Ahhh…