Today

Well I received an email from Office Manager asking what I can sell?

Well where we left off I wasnt given much to sell at all. My former office is full of boxes that take up half the room but I didnt get the okay to sell most of it yet as the boss and his wife wanted to go through it all first. And boss man gave me only 2 film items to sell this past week.

So I went and scrounged up all the film items that were unsold and put some together as packages, lowered some prices, etc. I know she wants to bring in some other monies while boss man is out so I dug through what I could and will have some items up for sale. I want to show that I can help you know?

I was working on some ruined old home movies yesterday, boss man brought them to me about a week ago, some are really bad, warped, vinegar smell, ewwww. For those who dont know, when film starts to go bad it has a strong vinegar odor to it.

This film normally would just go in the trash. In this state but since it was home movies he wanted me to see what I could find. Its basically 1929 to early 30s home movies of this couples travels.

So Ive gone through almost all of them, I had about 2 more left to go through, left the yuckiest ones for last, and there on one of them was a famous person of film from the early 1900s! With a title card and his name and hes on a cruise ship! I was so happy as this is the type of thing we are looking for.

So that was exciting for me, I already love going through the old stuff and peoples home movies from long ago but to find a celeb of the past is way cool as this is rare stuff. But also the film is in bad shape so it needs to be transferred ASAP also. So it kinda sucked that I couldnt tell the boss man and have him come look.

So tomm is my youngest kiddos bday, he turns 9. And Im so bad at planning anything, I just didnt want to, I told him he could invite a friend and go do something, he said he wanted Chuck E Cheese, ugh, I hate that place, its chaos! But its what he wants. So then he wants to invite kids hes not in school with, and ona nd on and its just too damn complicated for me to coordinate!

So I said “From YOUR school” So then yesterday he goes and tells kids we discussed, one being the boy I said okay to but then said his sister also, Im all GRRRRRR I didnt say her.

So basically I have it set that I will pick him up tomm from school and have 2 kids going, have one more to call the parent today and I said Id pick them up after school and take them over and take the kids home afterwards also. 3 kids, I can handle that, plus my 2. And one is family(my ex’s cousin)

So I wrote and told B what I was doing this AM, said we could just give him our gift that evening. He wrote back and said “Well its not my ideal but I understand” I was kinda huh? by his response.

Okay now lets add that on top of all this Im PMSing right now. I wanted to cry and felt all bad, I assumed B didnt want to go to a kiddie party. I have to stop that, hes a part of us now and is making efforts. He said to stop it as I wrote him back and apologized. He said not to be sorry and that it was fine. Me I just want to bawl, lol Ive mellowed some, damn I feel crappy tho, I have since Sunday with the PMS crap. Sunday I straight out took us all to get Coldstone ice cream cause I needed a junk food fix, then we all went to the park.

Im SUPPOSED to have a yard sale sat AM, I so dont wanna, but need to get crap out of my garage badly. B said it was fine and he will help me and the kids will be gone, and then the LAPD testing is at 2. So we could wrap it up by one and be able to go over to the college.

And I got some more paperwork yesterday from the Child Support agency which confuses the heck out of me, do I send it back? Do I keep it? The way the letter is worded doesnt make sense, so I was all frustrated with it last night and its stuff Ive already sent in before, so Im gonna take it to show mom tonight as Im so confused over it. And it says you have 10 days to return it. Yet it says to keep it for your records, yet Ive already filled it out, yet yet yet yet yet…… dammit why cant they make stuff straightforward or why resend me stuff Ive already done?

Well back to work…….. later