Afraid of Stable

Dear Diary, I had started a practice letter earlier to write to B. Then I couldnt do it.Guess Ill try again cause anger is flaring up inside of me. He wrote me an email to ask how things are going, an internet kiss and how the kids were. And all I can do is think…

Dear Diary, Boyfriend messaged me late last night. I was about ready to sign off and was surprised to hear from him. He said “I dont like not talking to you” so I said ok then talk. Well he didnt say much, and I told him I would call and tell him how I was…

Dear Diary, Morning. I was so tired this AM, just didnt want to get out of bed. Wanted to just SLEEP. I have been waking up later and later and Im amazed I still manage to get ready and the kids off to school in time! But I do! I was up till about 12:30…

Dear Diary, Just found out my ex hasnt paid my boss for the health insuranse on the kids for June. It was the one thing he was paying. And he worked out the deal with them himself, when my employer offered the benefits since ex’s sucked and were out of network, to switch them to…

Dear Diary, Annette said 2 things that have been floating through my head ever since her comment. “How and where do you find these kind of men? First of all you must find within yourself the true belief that you are priceless and are worthy of such a guy – and you must be the…

Dear Diary, :::Sigh::: Well my mom took my youngest for the eve. So it was me and my oldest. I tried hitting up Music dude to hang out with he and his daughter. Since we talked about that before, but then he said he wasnt going to go anywhere today just wasnt up to it….