Women Friends A Gifts

Dear Diary,

Well I posted an ad today. For women friends, I know a place to post that has something like this. So far Ive already had 2 responses! 🙂 Will see if any of them pan out though. I posted my situation, boyfriend, needing girls out time, what types of things I enjoy.

So wish me luck! Guess I was surprised since I felt my ad maybe too cheesy. And yes I put that Im straight to avoid Lesbian responders looking for female relationships( u know what I mean).

I have guy friends, and Music Dude and I had a talk today, he and I are both alike in that, Seems we have friends of the opposite sex and they have been someone we have dated or been involved with.

Well I got home today, to see my kids, 🙂 They were with their Dad, and they had no school today so he dropped them off with my Mom while I was at work. Well they had a gift for me.

My ex bought me a gift and a card. Well its from the kids, but he bought it all. And the card talks about how special a Mom is and how we get taken for granted.

I dont know how to feel, part of me thinks its nice, other part is just so untrusting of him. Its a fine line to walk with him.

I also forgot to write that B gave me a cute little stuffed animal friday night, a little duck with bunny ears. And my kids gave me a little bunny rabbit.

I didnt get B anything, Easter is one of the holidays I never did the big partner/spouse gift thing, maybe a card or something. But it was just stuff for the kids. So it felt different, B getting me tulips and a stuffed animal, I didnt get him anything. I felt I should go get something, but I told myself “No, dont do it because you feel you have to, when you give, give because you want to” Soooo, I just left it alone. And I appreciated the gifts from B this year.

He will probably get home in a bit, I wrote a letter to him in the journal I gave him when we first started dating, now and then I add to it, So I left it on his bed with a loving message to him.

Oh and I have a question for those who responded to my Sex Question in the last entry. You said you were “Pushed away” How did they push you away, what did they do?