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Dear Diary, Morning, I dont think im going to church, called D last night for service times and left a message but havent heard back, and I really dont want to go alone, they might not be in town or something. I just got an email. I email a lot during the week with my…

Dear Diary, I just keep feeling this need to write tonight. I write, finish, cry some more, think some more then keep coming back. Its a night like tonight, where I wish you were here(referring to boyfriend) How I invited you over tonight to watch a movie with me on the couch, but plans didnt…

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I keep crying off and on. Im afraid to go to bed. I though I would pass out. Im afraid to go and sit there alone with myself and my thoughts in my bed. Its one of those nights I wish I could be held just like a baby and rocked to sleep, someone rubbing…

Dear Diary, Morning. Well yesterday was crap. I felt horrible, I hate things I said, It was just not a good day for me emotionally. The whole thing with B, then I got home and my kids are outside with the neighbor boy and my oldest comes to my Jeep door tattling on his brother….