Dreamin

Dear Diary, Morning. The guy just called me about the shower. I have been so busy I keep telling myself to call him then I forget. Its been like 3 weeks! He just called and said he can come tomm to spray down the wood, he has to put a chemical to kill the mold/mildew….

Dear Diary, Well last night we worked on Oldest Childs Missions project and so that was a great bulk of the evening since it was the last night. Im proud of him, hes a smart kid and does well left to himself to get things done, I did help a lot but I know I…

Dear Diary, Ok this is more of an exercise. My therapist gave me this sheet, I dug all over tonight to find it, so here I am at 1am doing it. So its just answering questions on a though record. Here goes, my first time using it… Situation 1. Where? In my room Who? B…

Dear Diary, Morning. Yawwwnnn, I didnt want to get out of bed. I planned on going into work earlier, but NOPE didnt happen. I was asleep a little after 11pm. Which is early for me. So I was out of bed at 7:30am. I painted last night. I have 2 sections of the lower living…

Dear Diary, Im crying now. Im just so frustrated. I just sat down and did the bills. The savings I spent a year making in my savings account. Is officially gone today. It was my emergency account I didnt touch. But I had to pay the mortgage and the utilities. Im panicing I know, at…

Dear Diary, Well Im back in California, had a weird feel upon leaving and not sure if I wrote here, but I feel “Lost” is the best way to describe it. Lost in the sense of not feeling like I have a HOME or knowing where Im supposed to be and how long it will…