Thank you Lord

Dear Diary, Okay so I was doing well, not freaking out,not dwelling on the small amounts of sex, just comfortable, I see the counselor and say how its going pretty good, then I feel weird after, I see the movie Meet the Fockers and feel weirder, and its just escalated. Why was I okay and…

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Dear Diary, Eeeks feeling so scatter brained at the moment. For some reason I thought I wrote in here last night but I didnt. Work has been hectic but now I have second to jot some things down. Yep, its always a nice start to my day to unload here and then have my mind…

Well, As far as the rest of last night goes. I put the kids to bed. I will back track some. B left to go see his friends on Sunday about 10:30 am and came home about 10pm that night. He called me once on the home and cell phone and I just didnt answer…

Dear Diary, Well, I spoke to boyfriend online. He spoke about his day, how it was nice seeing people, and talked about his grandma and what he did there and helped her move things, etc etc. Then he stopped, So I asked how his Teacher friend was he visited. Him : Shes doing ok, having…