Drinking Saddies
Dear Diary,
“i just want to feel your naked butt cheeks resting against my thighs”
Heehee
Okay so its a little after 11pm. I dont have to go to work tomm so I can sleep in a little, WOOHOOO.
I told ya I was craving something sweet, so I settled for a Smirnoff Triple Black, LOL. So Im feeling goofy, giggly.
The line I put down was something B just typed out of the blue to me tonight, and I just really liked it. He was referring to use snuggling naked, our little fave position where he says “Turn over, give me the butt, I wanna snuggle you” and I just wriggle myself up against him, aweeeeeeeeeeeeee makes me wanna be all snuggled.
I still cannot believe my kids will be gone for so long. 13 days!
Whatever will I do with myself? LOL. I know Ill find plenty, B said I need to come out and we can go out for dinner, we can swim at night in the pool and sit in the jacuzzi. oooo yeah. I can stay there and drive to work from his place(thats if the Jeep is repaired!)
He doesnt think it will be a costly fix, that perhaps a line went out, I sure hope so.
Oh God I feel so weird, I just sat here for a minute, thought of something that annoyed me, and It made me feel sad, and I just had to shake myself and get back to typing. Its one reason I dont really like to drink by myself. I have a tendency to get sad and think sad thoughts if I just sit and drink alone. Man I thought alcohol made people feel sorta numb? I get the saddies if Im alone anyways.
So, I officially have put some items up for sale, yes, my engagement ring, wedding band and a bracelet. Lets see if I sell them though. My ex was never good at doing research on jewelry so I think he got ripped off everytime. Paid too much cause he was a sucker to a salesperson. My engagement ring diamond was a heart shaped cut and we got married right around Valentines Day.
So weird, realizing I wore that ring for 7 yrs.
Gosh I have such mixed emotions with my kids leaving. Typically Im thrilled about my alone time, but this time, its harder for me, Im just concerned is all. As I said, Ive never been away from them this long ever.
Well thats it for tonight