Military Dude Letter

Dear Diary,

I just got home and my heart jumped. There was another letter from Military dude sitting on the coffee table in the mail my mom got out of my mailbox. Wow I got one a week ago, and here is another one!

He said…

“Victoria,

Hey you. How are you doing? I am sorry that I havent been able to write in so long, but there has been a lot happening here.

It feels like I have been in this damn country for a million years. For the past month I have been living in the open desert, close to the border of Iraq. There are a lot of weird things going on up there, thats for sure. It is good to be at least a few miles further away from it right now. Soon I will go back.

I wish the war would hurry up and start. It seems like that is the only way I will get home.

Out in the desert you have a lot of time to t hink. I thought a lot about my life and all that has happened to me. Im not angry anymore. There is nothing that I can do to change my past or the situation I am in right now.

Sometimes I wonder why all these things have happened in my life. Why has everything been so hard and difficult. What is it all for?

If I die here or in Iraq, what will I have accomplished with my life? The answer to these questions I dont know. I just know that I have hope to live through this and one day things will go my way.

Enought about me and my pathetic life. How are you doing? How is the Ex & Boyfriend situation? I hope that all is going well and that you are doing okay. I miss you. It is wierd to say that, but it is true. I think about you as “The one that go away” But I guess it was me who kept going away. I wish we would of had a better chance, I think that any man who wins your heart would be the luckiest man in the world.

I have to wrap this letter up for now. Please write me if you have the time. I dont receive any letters. To be honest, it pretty much sucks. My men recieve mail about every day from their girlfriends or wives. One was sent with some flowers (Dried) and another girlfriends sends him her underwear.

In any case, they always look at me and ask “Hey Cheif, why doesnt anyone ever write you?” I guess its because I dont write that much or I dont know anyone.

So if you get the chance, drop me a letter, that way I wont seem like a total loser to my men :)~

Take Care, All my heart”

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I have already written him a letter and will go to mail it tomorrow. With the looks of the war starting I sure hope he can get it though, what timing for his letter to arrive eh? He wrote this on March 8th.

Anyways, I miss him too, I always wonder will he return? I told him he needs to come back so I can hold him again, and I told him I miss him also.

::Sniff::