Sad and lost entry

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I finally got my acct back up! Ive missed journaling here, much of it private or friends only in the past so much of the more recent yrs is unseen. So many things have happened, Moving, new home, death of my parents, death of friends, grown children who are estranged/drugs etc Im in several different…

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Dear Diary, Yeah Im in this weird mode over my family and my bday. I just spoke to my girlfriend K about it. It was good to just get it out I guess. Not getting told Happy Bday by my mom when she called yesterday, just saying that my Dad wants to take us to…

Dear Diary, Morning. Still feeling bleh, kinda lost I guess. Having things pour over and over in my mind. I cant wait to get over this hump, my work enthusiasm is low right now and I need to perk that back up. I didnt hear from B yesterday. It was his first day of the…

Dear Diary, Boyfriend will be coming to see me. Yesterday I wanted him so badly, was in a mood for his physical closeness. I spoke today on the phone once again about the woman and he said “Why does it matter Victoria?” and I could tell he was annoyed. How could he not be? Why…