Sunday

Dear Diary, Do you ever sit up at night and your mind just swims? Heck I dont know, I just know how my mind works. Right now I just feel like I want answers, spiritual answers, like to be able to ask God “Why is this happening?” and “Is this going to end?” and “What…

Dear Diary, Morning. Back to another week of work. My boss forwarded an email today where a customer said I was a “Joy” to work with. Always nice to hear feedback to put a smile on your face you know? Well B left for work early this AM. Up and out the door around 5am….

Dear Diary, I wrote the message yesterday and posted it here. It just felt like I was going to explode I had to get it out. So I typed it up, posted it here and for some christian friends, and a gf who called me yesterday I read it to her. Near 2pm my big…

Dear Diary, This is kinda hard to write. Its just what is churning through my head over this B thing… so here it goes. I spoke with him on the phone last night. I addressed his letter and asked him if he felt this was about his new job. And he said No. So I…

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Dear Diary, Okay I hate to admit this right now. But Im depressed today. Ive been on my computer or just laying in bed. Now Im crying. I havent really had a phone convo with B since,,,? Umm I believe Wed. Thurs was the last time hes called me and that was at 1am when…