Update

Dear Diary, Well I did my first morning pages today. 3 pages on paper. So it does drain you from sharing as much. 🙂 but nothing wrong with that. Well Im on day 3 of waiting for this Dental Insurance account for the kids. Ex said he would have it for me yesterday. I wrote…

Dear Diary, Morning. I still feel kinda bleh. I think I just feel a lot of uncertainty, confusion perhaps? Its not that anything has exactly HAPPENED to ME. But its just everything around me? The feeling to move is one aspect, the ex returning, wondering where this relationship between B and I will go or…

Dear Diary, Morning. Just kinda feeling blah today. Yesterday was strange for me. It was weird to be home and to think about being single and having nobody to “call” and have there for me. I went to bed at about 11pm. Didnt hear a word from music dude all day. Our last talk was…

So yesterday I got off early, just used my lunch break and end of the day, got my youngest before he would head to after care so I wouldnt have to pay for that, took him to my Moms who said to drop him off to do homework over there,(gotta love mom) I then went…

Dear Diary, Morning. Im feeling better today, more relaxed. Evening went okay. B came out a little after 10 pm. We watched a Dateline or what have you called “Real Life War of The Roses” about a couple going through a divorce, living under the same roof, court, etc, watching it first hand. YUCK! Then…

Dear Diary, Wont write much right now.. just an update.. Well Adored, its my turn. Got called by the school, my oldest came home with bumps. Looks like Chicken Pox, Picked up youngest after school and told him, he told me he had some spider bites, that he had 6! LOL I said, let me…