Suicide dream

Dear day, in typing this on my phone so excuse any errors.

I wonder up from a dream, here at my sisters spending 1 night, she was up making noise which woke me up.

I dreamt I was at a team builder event for the antique store. Standing with the guys all building hands in a line and I hugged the one I get along really well with, he is a gay man, and I was reading my head on his chest telling him I loved him, not in a crush Manor but that I do love him as a person.

Now dream skips to me in the second house on my childhood block I grew up in. I’m sitting in the den on a couch, it’s as if the boss and his wife where I work live there. He is working on some glass shelf. She walks in and they are having dialogue, she comes across a little aloof, he is trying to smooth it over, made some comment, calling her baby in an endearing sweet way and asked her is she liked that? She said No, he put his tools down and got up. Mind you in real life they just married And na are newlyweds. They begin to argue and in front of me and it’s awkward, I’m trying to act like I’m not looking and listening but I can’t and to get up means going through them. He walks of of the room anger I said to her, want me to be gone? She replied “yes, foreverrrrrrr” I walk or of the room down the hall. Their fight moved outside in the driveway, she is in an older classic gray primer car and hes pleading with her. She name out and revs the engine high, I have walked outside but they don’t see me. She revs the engine and floors it, driving straight into two of huge trees crashing on the corner, diagnol from my childhood house. I go back in to find a phone to call 911. He comes in and said “she did it” very calm toned, then days “you should have seen it, it wad kinda cool” I wad taken aback and told him i did see and did he wasn’t me to call 911?he said yes, by that point I realize he himself is in shock. He said she’s dead as he checked her. So Im relaying this to the 911 dispatcher. It’s a guy who is asking me if I’m okay? I begin to sob, and he tells me this will be tough to deal with and they provide counseling and would I want it? I said yes and I’m sobbing…..

And that is where I woke up to my sister’s footsteps. I laid totally still for a bit relaying the dream to myself, then praying for them in case something is wrong. I never know what to make of such dreams.

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