On the Upswing

Dear Diary, In response to Adored’s comment ” how many times do you have to say it to make it go away? haha i know it will go away and at least i am getting it out right?” HAHA…. I wonder if it ever really does go away? To be honest, mine has changed though….

I just sat out in backyard and wrote this, now i have to type it… Im having a morning where I want to avoid my own thoughts, where I want to escape. Is it that I have too much free time to dwell on such things? Or is it that God wants me closer to…

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There was a time when you were my shining light My Strong arm in the storm My Safe place Like the song “But you own the place, where all my thoughts go hiding..” Now its replaced with electronic people all over the world, Random people in various places Cyber Hugs and “Im thinking good thoughts”…

Dear Diary, Yawnnn. I was up till 2am or so last night, Im tired. I was online till about 1am, ready to log off and my sister logs on, so we got on the phone and talked for awhile. I logged on last night near 10pm B was on but didnt message me, I logged…