Considering No More Kids

Dear Diary, More like Dear Lord, You know my heart, you know my desire, my desire to want to move, that this house has never felt like a HOME to me, Its officially 10 yrs this year that I have lived in this place. Ive seen it change, drastically about 5 yrs ago was the…

Dear Diary, I just spoke with my Middle Sissy. Funny how shes been the supportive, encouraging one in this transition with B. She said “I have been wondering how things were going” and so I told her, things were going good, but that Im freaking out, fears, and all that. Shes all “Vicky, when I…

Well the children visited their Father. Its nice to have them back. Im always worried about what they will come back with. When I say that I mean what has happened mentally. They are young and I dont appreciate my Ex putting them in the middle of things. I had called him tonight because he…

Dear Diary, As I was writing the last one I saw Ex’s screen name log on. Its been almost a week since I emailed him and no response. So I finally got one, it means shit though as usual. “I’m sorry that i have not been able to send you any money for your suport…

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Dear Diary, Goodmorning. Well I feel pretty good today. Didnt have kids last nite or this AM. I went to therapy after work yesterday and told her I was doing much better then my last visit and explained why and my realization of my panic/anxiety. And she had me give scenarios of what I meant….