Little Better

Dear Diary,

Okay so I got myself dressed for the gym, now since its that time of the month and since I was sick, Ive just been HOT. And then we had rain so there is some humidity in the air.

Dang I sweat way more then I usually do at the gym. I did about 30 min of cardio, no lifting any weights, I had to stop when I had enough and knew I couldnt keep going but it did feel good to work out. Im just in that feeling totally unattractive phase right now, want my hair cut, Im breaking out, I am bloated, oh you name it, not the way to feel hot n sexy.

Lately my neck is breaking out? WTF is up with that? Im so sick and tired of this, Im in my 30s and I still have this damn acne. I just ordered that Murad stuff to try.

Anyone used that before?

So I got done working out and stopped by the Cafe for a Bangkok Thai Wrap for lunch, mmmm.

So Im home, I need to shower once again and restraighten my hair (Darnit I did it last night)

But I did some calling and got a haircut appt today at 4pm! But its just that, a CUT. No shampoo, color, straighten, I only have about an hour cause my mom can watch the kids that long and Im so tired of this cut and I wanted her to cut it straight, with some layers and all along the sides…. so I asked her if I came in with it dry and straight can she just cut it? She said sure,,, so thats the deal today, and she better damn listen to me! Im gonna insist on a new do and not her OPINION of what she thinks I need to do cause Im always damn bored with it and need some change, hell I colored my hair so she will see that when I come in its darker now.

But I want it shorter, layered around the sides, some volume at the top and some bounce to it.

So lets see what happens.

Just sucks I have to hurry up there and have a limited time to get a cut, but an hour should be good if I come in ready to just get to cutting.

Im in such a mood, I just wanna take off and spend money. But not be having my period and feeling bloated that is!

Next week thats it, Im going to get me some spa days if I dont get any for my bday…. I am soo ready, facial, massage, Ive been wanting to get my teeth whitened forever, maybe Ill just go and charge that too and get it done, who knows… I just want to do some stuff for myself and feel good….