IM TOUCHED ::Sniff::

Dear Diary,

So I get up this AM, I am to go to the mechanic and meet mom there at 9:15am. Have to drop the kids off at school first, I get in the Jeep and discover I have a flat tire! Totally flat to the rim!

I call up the tire shop where Ex’s Grandpa works(hes always done all my tires still does)

So they have to send somebody over.

I call mom but shes on the computer and I cant get through and I have no way to get the kids to school, and now I am not sure if I can get to the mechanic at 9:15. So I call work also to tell them my day is all screwed up and Ill be in when I can.

As the plan was to meet mom at the mechanic, take her home and borrow her truck to go to work and get her later when I go back to get it.

So Mom finally calls at about 9:30, takes the kids to school late for me. Then the guy shows up to fix the flat, he came and patched it, I do need to get 2 new tires.

It had a nail in it.

So then I rush off to the mechanic, whew, that part was all good as I was worried hed start another vehicle since I was 45 min late.

Then drive back to Moms, then drive her truck home to go and get my lunch. I debated just skipping the whole day of work, called B this AM to tell him about the flat and all, he just kept saying “Ahhh you can go into work, youll be fine, Im sure youll get back into your schedule of things no problem without missing a step” I did find it a lot odd he was urging me to go to work, instead of saying “Yeah take the day off”

So then B calls me while Im at the mechanic, I said I had to call him back, so I did at my Moms and he is sorta fumbling with words and says he has a question to ask me. For some reason I felt it was to do with tomm, and he said “Well, I realized I never asked you if you wanted to come and go hang out with my family tomm” I said “What time and as long as its cool to have the kids and all” He said “Yes, they asked me if you were coming and I said you had your kids and they are oh. So?” haha

His sister asked about me too, and shes bringing her boyfriend also who I met at the night we had dinner together.

So I said “Yes I would be interested in going” He said there is a park across the street too where the kids can play.

Yes this is a little scary, but its okay.

It actually gave me a very good feeling too.

I was thinking how odd it was he was just going and doing his Mother’s Day family deal and didnt make any mention to me, but its just been since Christmas that he has been on better terms with his Mom and has been visiting for Holidays.

How weird.

Ive dated this man for over 3 yrs now.

Ive been to his Mom’s house,, ohhh about 3 times? But Ive not really talked to her.

Its usually brief when we go by there.

I met Grandma the one time, and his sister and her boyfriend when we all went to dinner over a year and a half ago or so.

So I guess it just became a thing where my boyfriend didnt really have a FAMILY, and I never really saw much of that side of him, so now its starting and its just as scary for me too, its almost like the first time meeting them all, (well for his Aunt and all it will be) but it will be more official and my kids will be going, yes that is the part that Im curious how it will be like, with the kids.

Okay so that was like a WOW moment, seeing as B bought me stuff at Costco for Moms day last weekend, then this… AND………

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DRUMROLL PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I walk into work and to my office and there is a box on my desk from the Florist!

Its a dozen roses(Pink, Yellow and White) And a heart shaped box also inside with Ghiradelli chocolate! I just was all emotional. I tried to call him at work but he must have been out to lunch. The little card inside says “Happy Mothers Day Beautiful, MUAH, It’s np picnic under the stars, but its good enough eh? I Love you”

Aweeee, I was all blubbery and finally called him 30 min later.

Damn,

Im so touched,

I called middle sister to tell her as she knew how hurt I was last THanksgiving and the break up( I called her sobbing when he cancelled Thanksgiving on me) Just prior to me breaking up.

So I told her and she is all “Wow, these are good things! This required some real effort”

Just makes me want to hold and kiss him and do something special for him…..

I just am not used to this, which is why it touches me even deeper….

Thank you B, I love you