Crazy Non Stop
Dear Diary,
Ahhhh, its never ending, of course right?
I got off work, went to Western Union to pick up a payment, Got home, talked to big sister, got the mail, had a bowl of soup, dressed for the gym, got there and my buddies were all there and happy to see me, My Work out gym buddy gave me a hug. Cute Gym Guy was working out right next to him and we said hello.
I didnt have a lot of time to work out as I had to get the kids in 45 min. So I did 20min on the treadmill inclined, then some biceps and triceps.
Cute Gym GUy was in his truck and we waved at eachother and left.
My Jeep was on empty gas wise, and I was hungry, So I called a restaraunt to pick up food to go. And got the kids, well little one was laying his head down on a table waiting for me. Which is unusual. I asked him if he got in trouble. He said “No I dont feel good”
So I got the kids together, as he was walking he said “My throat hurts, and I feel like Im going to throw up”
Oh shoooot!
Poor kid, I was on empty so we had to go to the gas station close to the school and then pick up the dinner I had waiting at the restaraunt.
He moaned as we drove, I couldnt find anything to put in his lap other then a sweatshirt should he throw up. We got to the gas station and it was a zoo! Took forever. Then as soon as we pulled into the restaraunt parking lot he threw up. Oldest was covering his eyes and wanted to get out. I just needed to run and grab the food and we had the front parking spot. I told oldest to get out(so he wouldnt puke too) I dug threw the back of my Jeep and found 2 plastic bags, I set little one up and told him to hang tight, Got the food and we headed home, Oldest sat up front with me.
Got into the driveway and he thew up again. I told him not to move as I had to go in the house to get a towel for him.
So Im running in, putting everything down, grabbing a towel. Letting little one sit there and puke in the bag. Then finally he says he can walk in the house. I threw the puke bag in the dumpster and I had a bath running as we were outside. It got all over his pants and in between his legs and on the back seat.
So I got him in the bathroom puking at the toilet, and then Im running back out to clean the Jeep seat before the puke dries and stinks the thing up.
Get little one out of his clothes finally and in the tub,,,
Mind you Im rushing around, constantly washing hands. Oldest walks over and says “MOM IM HUNGRRRY” all holding his stomach. I just looked at him and said “Look, Im really busy right now, your brother is sick, you are going to have to take care of yourself” Which he can, hes almost 10. So he went to make a sandwich for himself. I had picked up a salad but wasnt sure if hed eat it and I had to dish it all out.
So Im not starting up the washing machine to get the clothes in there and all as I dont want puke things in the basket and that smell.
Little one gets out of bath, throws up some more.
Finally comes out, lays down watches tv with a small trash can next to him.
Oldest gets all his homework done, goes outside and plays with neighbor boy for 30min as they havent played with one another in 2 weeks and are dying to, and they leave for their Dads this weekend.
Little one had homework to finish, but I left him alone, he seemed okay, it was 8, he was just watching tv so I got his homework out on the floor for him to do, but he didnt look so good. I said “Do you want to go to bed?” He said yes, and got in bed with his bucket and puked again. So he was in bed early but he needed to rest.
I had their bags to pack for their Dads still,, had no idea what my friday was gonna be like, would he be sick in the AM? Crap do I have to miss work again? Eeeks!
And he had his homework packet unfinished.
Well i tried to get myself to bed early last night. HA! I was up till about 12:30 am. Even though Id been in bed since 11pm and took a bath to relax. Ive been up way too late as of late, its like my mind is spinning with things I need to do, I feel theres not enough hours in the day lately.
So got up this AM, and little one is dressed for school. I asked him how he felt, he said his throat was a little sore but he was okay and wanted to go to school. I was all “Are you sure?” And then he tells me how its friday, how he scored on his test other day, how today is Fun Friday and he was upset he missed the last Fun Friday at school due to chicken pox, and now he was gonna miss again and his prize for his reading.
I was all “Well okay, but you go straight to the office if you feel sick again okay?” So he was at the table all am doing homework, we didnt get it all done, and I wrote the teacher a note to tell her he was not well and went to bed last night.
Such a trooper. But hes usually the one that whenever he gets sick, it doesnt knock him down , or he bounces back a day later, even with the chicken pox, his skin incredibly cleared up literally over night, it amazed me, especially his face.
I had told Oldest this Am he needed to help me and he was slacking and not listening to me, so I got really upset at him and asked him what his problem was. I felt bad, I hate going to take them to school and my last day with them before their Dads like that. So before he got out of the Jeep for school I gave him a hug and told him I loved him. He was irritable all AM, I said “Are you okay?” He said “Im tired” even though he slept a full night, I hope hes not coming down with this too.
Sooo, Ex will get to enjoy them! Even if they are sick. I so need a break you cant even believe it. Its been 2 weeks straight, not seeing their Dad since I had the Easter break with them, plus the time home and all that due to chicken pox… Man I need this weekend like you cannot BELIEVE!
Music Dude messaged me last night. Told me how hes buying a BMW, hes house hunting right now, hes dating some 26 yr old wannabee actress, the club is working on expanding to Vegas now… Hes making buckoo bucks. Was saying in 2 mos his life has totally changed, his name is all over the entertainment industry, blah blah blah…
I congratulated him, we joked about running to Vegas and doing a “Brittney Spears” and marrying and annuling it the next day. Hes all “Im down”
Its weird to talk to him and hear all this, its crazy, Ive seen his place. I remember his old beat up Honda Civic with the dings in it and full of trash when we drove around.
I remember his days scraping money, how his ex(Mom of his kid) left him mainly over the fact that he didnt work steadily, music didnt pay well unless you made it with an album etc,,, now hes a club manager at a well known club.
It does make one stop and think, you try to place yourself into the life of people you have been interested in or they are in you.
It just seems so far from reality to my world, his life,,,like I wouldnt even fit…