Busy Eve

Dear Diary,

Whew, my whole eve was busy.

Its 11:43pm. No word from my Baby yet, wonder if he will call tonight? His friend was moving in and all the guys were gonna be together tonight.

I got home and went to work on cleaning some more stuff for Ebay. I had some auctions ending also, so that kept me busy.

I went and mowed the front lawn, trimmed the vines growing all over, swept up and raked oodles of elm tree seeds, watered, everything looks nice.

Took all the trash out for trash day.

At times,, I wonder, I wonder what others think of me. Not like it really matters, but what I wonder is… I live next door to a married couple younger then myself. And here I am a single Mom in a house larger then theirs, and doing it alone, ANd Im out doing yard work more often then the husbands have. Even the last neighbors.

Then I guess Im amazed at myself. Im not a 2 parent family,,, and how I juggle what I do. Seriously, its FUCKING AMAZING.

I juggle so many things on my own.

Anyways, then I got the kids dinner, we ran to the drive thru dairy for milk and some snacks, then they had to take baths and relax.

Ex Husband called to talk to the kids, then to me. He wanted to go over the kids off track period because he wants to work at a camp in the mountains. I told him Id work with him on this as the sessions are 2 week periods, we could alternate the scheduling. So thats what he was wanting to talk about, we swapped over to talk online, and well, he kept contradicting himself, not making sense. I said “I need to call you” I asked him if he was drinking, he said No.

He said he was confused by his computer program and he couldnt lay 2 mos out side by side.

It took forever but we worked out a schedule for when they are done with school on June 18th. And I also got the 4th of July to myself! YAY!

We also worked out he will have to take the kids some extra weekends to make up for some missed time. So in May he will take the kids 3 weekends in a row.

So will see how he holds up to this,

Anyways, we talked for a long while, he said he was trying to call my big sister about the work she wanted done at her house(She called him few mos ago) And I said “Nevermind” Hes all “Huh why?” And I said “Guess” Hes all “They are getting a divorce???” I said “Yeah”

I told him what was up. He said “My God! Your sister does everything, she raises those girls, she straightened up that guys life, she did everything, your sister is the kinda woman Id die to have” And then he said “Does she want me to come kick his ass?”

Ahhh interesting hearing this coming from my ex? But he knew them and knows my sister and all. We all know how much she did for her husband and the kids.

Anyways, he gave me a hard time, about B being “Bald” and asking why am I into bald men.

I said “Its the person, not that I go after bald dudes” as if hes something hot himself. I used to think my ex was, now he grosses me out.

I should say hes not bald, receding, 🙂

Anyways he said his new Jeep is giving him probs so he bought another one to use for parts, and then told me he knows he owes me money and said “Victoria I do have a conscience” And then griped about how he just keeps getting kicked down into a hole. I said “Hey I have to deal with all the same things as you, but more” He said “Yeah and Im amazed that you do it”

I have to, nobody else will.

We just talked about the kids and all, and the chicken pox, etc etc.

THen I talked to my Mom, then Big sister called…

And here I am…

My living room looks so nice, gosh I love my new couch, I also picked up a little antique table. Its soo cute and its dark wood and I put a large red cracked glass candle holder on it, so its lit up.

I love the way the room looks at night with candles…

It just makes me want to have people over,,, the couch makes you want to sit in the front room!

Well will write more tomm.