Question

Dear Diary,

Thanks for the comments you guys. 🙂 What you all said is right on. Just how do you properly invite someone to film events that has a girlfriend? Like there is a event in September. He already knows about it, we just told him and I sent him a link, he said “IM THERE” and I can get free tickets and take a guest. And who more would I love to invite to go? So when I do so, Do I just invite him? Or what? haha. Input would be great folks. Should I just invite him, then if he responds with “Well can I bring my girlfriend?” then take it from there? And I havent even had a convo with him at this point to say that I have a boyfriend. But I would if we were talking about it.

I have to go to the dentist today to have my filling looked at, its been sensitive. Then I have therapy after that, and if I have time Ill cram in some gym time.

My sink is now fixed! Oh my kitchen sink was nasty! I havent had a sink or dishwasher since last Friday! So I ran some dishes last night, whew! I appreciate my dishwasher. And Mom came and took care of it all, and didnt say a word to me about a bill or how much. 🙂 She also cleared up the clogged lines in the cooler so it was running right again. It was 106 here yesterday! WOW! Im indoors all day where its almost too cold. I had no idea it was the THAT HOT! Although when I left the gym yesterday you just just smell the pavement, the black tar smell from the heat.

Well my weight is just staying at this stand still. Im not really losing any. Which B always told me Thats not what its about. But we all know how much we like to see lower numbers on the scale. Ive been working out very regularly, Im snacking less at night, I still do it, but less. I can see Im developing muscle though, so I am getting something accomplished. My arms are looking nice, Im upping my weight, and the guys are commenting on how well Im doing. I took some time off on my legs so getting back into the swing of that. I really want to focus more there now. My upper thighs. Was reading on how losing fat and building muscle can reduce the look of cellulite. So thats where I really want to work it. I want to wear a cute bathing suit this year, and Im so self conscious of my body.

So Im at 140 pds still. But it fluctuates, I can go in some days and weigh 137, some days 142. So 140 is pretty much the point it stays at. I took a break from the Xenadrine and plan to start back taking it Monday. And I will stick to the one capsule thing, and I need to have my menu planned out. So I have plenty of protein while taking it. So will see how it goes!

I was about 147 when I first started working out harder. I didnt really loose any weight, and I was going for MONTHS, then bam, it just dropped off. So I noticed that about myself. And that was over a yr ago and Ive maintained keeping that additional weight off, but I want to keep going.

Im not calling B much, or emailing him. So hes the one emailing me each day. He called me last night before 11pm and said to please call him when I got the message, even if he was asleep, just to say goodnight. 🙂 It just feels good in some ways to hear that. When Im doing all the work, I just start to feel taken for granted, now that Im backing off its nice seeing him put forth effort. He wrote me this AM and asked me will I please come out this weekend and help him with his Jeep? Since I havent said anything yet about coming, or when. Normally I start in the week prior about when I will come up. And Ive just not said a word. Plus the Rodeo thing is Sat nite, and havent told him about that yet either.

Im a little nervous about the Rodeo thing. Im sure it will be fine. 4 of us women are invited, I know them all, 2 are very strong willed, the other is very soft, probably softer then I am in some ways. Then the 3 guys. But we are all gonna drink and have fun. And I just get nervous that gym buddy is gonna one day ask me out. This will be my first interaction outside the gym with him. But hes very sweet to me. He touches me in subtle ways a lot, He helps me off gym equipment, takes my hand. He walks me out sometimes to the parking lot, hes very gentlemanly. Dammit, lol see how it goes, the ones Im not interested in,,, sigh!

Ah well, so I really think they will be a fun bunch to hang out with, one of the guys, hes got a crude sense of humor, hes the pain at the gym and all but I think everyone is just used to him by now. Gym buddy calls him “Foot In Mouth Guy” haha, cause its what he is. And the guy aint attractive, these are all guys in their 40s.

Well gonna scoot for now, but feedback is appreciated on the first part about inviting teacher out.

🙂 Thanks everyone!