Chatting online With Guys
Dear Diary,
Gonna head to bed here soon, so may not finish this entry, see how much I feel like saying right now. Just been talking online to Mr Comedy. Eeesh lol, heres a sample of how he can be.
Him: How come we don’t talk on the phone no more???
Me: I dont know why dont we? I was really stressed and emotional
Him: I’m not sure… You haven’t called:'(
Me: just get tired of crying to everyone sometimes ya know? neither have u so shhush
Him: and I haven’t cause you haven’t… Seriously!
Me: ok so there!
Him: I haven’t cause you cancelled TV watching, etc… So, I was like ~ OK… I’ll pull back… Give her – her space…
Me: ah its just lack of communication
Him: You didn’t seem like you were very interested in communicating anything…
ME:, just cause I cancel something doesnt mean I dont want to talk to u and if you are unsure just ask
Him: It gets a little STRANGE always “asking”…
Me: just relax
Him: That’s what I’ve been doing
Me: ok
Him: just weird…
Me: your like me
Him: use to hearing from you every once in a while
Me: your mind takes off and u wonder why someone isnt talking, then you think theres a reason and its about you, am I right?
Him: Sort of, I know it’s NOT about me…It’s what you are going through
Me: ok so can ya understand that?we still talk
Him: Just sucks that it affects you and I, and the way we interact
Me: and we wont be phone buddies all the time, affects us?
Him: it has
Me: Im fine with things what is affected?
Him: never mind
He paused for a few min…
Him: It’s just good that we are in touch again
Me: yep : )
Him: It’s just weird – reconnecting, and then having you pull back as much as you have!
Me: what is it you expect?
Him: No expectations, just kinda stumped by the changes
Me: well life is full of changes
Him: sure is
Me: no big deal my days and weeks arent the same, my life has a lot going on
Him: that’s the understatement!!! LOL Oh well… call sometime, if you’re ever interested…
Onto other stuff….
Got my doggie back. 🙂 He had his surgery, he was so groggy and hes not using one of his front legs, hopping on one front leg. Hes sore and will have to go back in 14 days. He has paid meds and antiobiotics. But he did just fine. YAY! Cant wait till hes better and can play ball again, its been months!
The Vet was super cool, diff guy then the last one, he actually was cute. heehee. He carried the dog out for me.
Had my college class tonight! Omgosh! I think Im gonna love it! The teacher is cute lol. Younger man, totally cool looking, wearing a Black Dickies jacket, beanie hat, long brown hair, earrings, trendy glasses, jeans, black boots, umm can ya tell I was looking him over?
And hes totally kick back. The class sounds like its going to be fun, hes totally passionate about film and photography. And we will keep journals, watch all kinds of films, and he said even make our own movie for our final. Oooo How fun!
Im excited! Im so glad Im back taking a class again!
Talked to B a little, hes watching movies tonite,
Well gonna scoot, later!