My Thanksgiving

Dear Diary,

Its almost midnite on Thanksgiving. B is asleep all cute under the covers in my bed. He wasnt feeling well, too much food! heehee Upset his tummy and he was having heartburn. I could tell he felt bad. I said it was ok. I got him something(pepto bismol) he was like “Oh no thats ok” He seems to have a hard time taking care of himself like a headache or something, giving himself something to feel better. I just brought the pepto to him, I rubbed his stomach. He rolled over and said “Im not used to somebody rubbing my stomach because I dont feel well” I asked him “Do you want me to stop? Does it bother you?” He said “Well kinda, but no,,, no dont stop” I said to him “B, I love you, loving means I want to do things like this, just because nobody ever cared for you when you were sick doesnt mean all people are that way. If you are uncomfortable or would rather I dont do it, its ok, I dont want anything from you, you dont have to stay up or do anything for me, you can sleep its ok” At that point I think it registered. He said Ok and asked me not to stop. He kissed me several times sweetly.

My kids called me tonight. 🙂 That was wonderful. My oldest said he loved me, and I found out they went to Ex’s Aunts which made me happy to hear, was concerned about Mom In Law’s place.

My little one said on the phone “Mommy I miss you, we still have to stay with Dad for 3 more days then we can come home” It just felt nice, they called, they wanted to tell me they loved me. Oldest asked about the dog and the pet rats also. 🙂 Awweeeee

I feel so much better. B stayed over last night, we slept in today. We watched “The Mexican” last night, and “Monsters Inc” tonight.

Hes sleeping now, leaves for work in the AM, more later. Was a nice low key mellow Thanksgiving.