EX

Dear Diary,

As I was writing the last one I saw Ex’s screen name log on. Its been almost a week since I emailed him and no response. So I finally got one, it means shit though as usual.

“I’m sorry that i have not been able to send you any money for your suport payments, I havent been working for the last two weeks; I am looking for a job right now and as soon as i find one i will be able to send you some.

How much was our youngests dental bill?

I would also like to pick the boys up this Friday at 6:00 at the court house, and will return them Sunday at 6:00 at the court house.”

I need to contact the attnys office this week. Several people have told me to do so and discuss how this drop off situation so far is not working out, him being late, not calling with proper notice, sending another relative, and also yelling in front of the kids about me during the last visit. I just re read the court papers for the drop offs. And Im not happy with the way its all worded or put down. It wasnt how I wanted it, but they just wanted to get us done. I would like it to return back to my parents home for the drop off. Its going to start getting cold here also, and just having 2 little kids wait in a parking lot when their Dad cant be on time, is unfair to all parties involved. But I also need to find out how I go about this. For now the court house is what it says. So I need to ask the attorney how long does my mother wait? Because people are telling me to give him 15 min, and if he doesnt show up that he looses his visitation for that weekend. But I need to ask the attny about this.

And yeah, all those emails of here Im gonna pay you this, and I have this much for you, blah blah blah, Bullshit as usual. I really gotta do something about this. Not to mention all the money he didnt pay before I got the support order. And since I got the support order. He is going on the 3rd month of nothing come Oct 1st. And then ask me about how much the dental bill was? Fuck it anymore. I give up. Why does he even bother to ask me this? He hasnt paid for all the others his portion.