Lovey Dovey Time

Dear Diary,

My weekend is now coming to its end. It was a good weekend though. Saturday had the birthday party for my oldest. There were 7 children present. And thats counting my own 2. My oldest was a little bummed more didnt show up. But it all went fine. All the kids seemed to enjoy themselves. Hes getting older so we played a game where I hid army men all over the backyard, Like 200 of them! And the kids had to search for them, whoever found the most got the prize. Sorta like an Easter Egg hunt. They all thought it was the greatest game. And they all got to keep their army men they found. So theres an easy game parents. Bag of Army men from the Dollar store and we were set, along with the good old hot potatoe(we subsituted with a GI JOE doll)

I spent the eve at home basically doing nothing after everyone had left and the kids went to see their Dad. Boyfriend was working till around 119pm-Midnite. So I didnt leave to his place until about 9:15. I got there and got into his room, eeesh what a mess. But there was his smell, mmmm. See Ive always had this immense attraction to his scent. He has this smell about him, and when you are in his room you can just breathe it in. He keeps his door shut since he(and myself) are allergic to cats and his roomate has 2 who want in his room every chance they can get. I was going to play online but he put Linux on his computer and you had to log in and have a password to even get into windows. Grrr! So I was surrounded by his laundry and oodles of computer books. Hmm not my idea of a good time, and there sitting on his printer was his Screenplay hes been writing for months now. I was so tempted to read it, but I didnt. It was hard not too, but he had told me several times i can read it when hes finished, so I respected that. So I ended up just shutting the light out and crawling in his bed. I started to feel a little strange. My mind was racing. Just thinking a lot. And next thing I knew I was asleep and awoken to him coming in the door. He said “Hi beautiful, Im sorry Im so late…” and proceeded to tell me about the party he did, he works part time as a blackjack dealer for parties and fundraisers, so he got stuck at a party waiting for the tear down of their tables. So he was stuck there late. I had no idea it was so late. Id already slept about 2 hrs! He stripped out of his work clothes, into his boxers and crawled in behind me and wrapped his arms around me telling me how nice it was to come home and find me in his bed. We just snuggled and nuzzled up to eachother. I felt good, I was rested and awake now, and it was just nice to rub my legs up against his. My mood changed and I desired him, We then made love, he passed out right away afterwards which was fine he was so tired and worked 2 jobs all weekend starting at 6am. I could hear his roomate and her boyfriend talking in the next room, and once again I got to witness via my ears them having sex, haha.

We slept so well, the one thing about boyfriend is hes always there to hold, kiss me, kiss my hand, the back of me, anytime I turn over, wake up briefly its like he wakes up also. And so each time we awake we have to reach out and just acknowledge the other. As we were making love last night he said to me “Do you realize what today is? Its our Year and 6 month anniversary since the first day we started to see one another. Would you like to go out tommorow and do something to celebrate?” I smiled and said yes, Im just so not used to a guy saying such things, ok so boyfriend sucks at holidays, but he is always the one to rememeber the exact day of our first night together. And wants to celebrate it with a movie or dinner. And then the fact he shared this with me while making love, see these are the things I do love about him.

We stayed in bed all morning, it was nice. We made love again, and we just layed there together, him on his back, me laying at his side against his chest, my leg over his, my hand reaching up to the side of his face and touching his cheek, his facial hair, running my hands up and down and touching his body.

We then headed over to the mall area to a restaraunt, I went to the opening night Guest only event at this place few mos back with his roomie, so it was boyfriends first time going. I had a Mango Margaratia, mmmmm and Chiptole Shrimp, boyfriend had Asada, and we shared our food. After words we had this delicious Teramisu(spelling?) and they had caramelized banana slices next to it, omgosh it was sooo good and he loved it too. He also paid the bill, 🙂 Ive just always felt a little odd, sometimes we share expences, sometimes wed pay our own, but lately hes been footing the bill, which I must say I appreciate, its an old fashioned thing, but one that I really like. 🙂 We sat side by side once again at the table instead of across from eachother, and we laughed and talked, and I had my arm around him on his back.

We headed back to his place, and we were both so full and felt sleepy and laid down, before you know it we both fell right to sleep. Boyfriend had to leave for work at 3:45. So we woke up about 3 and snuggled back up, boyfriend got dressed in his work pants and shirt, and said hed jump up and put his shoes on when his coworker arrived. So we went back to sleep, it was such a good midday nap. I dont get those often, and being snuggled up with him made it all the more better.

We were so overly sweet and lovey as he was leaving, hugging and kissing and saying I love you and thank you for coming, thank you for lunch, and on and on. 🙂 Its moments like these I love. I planned to stay another hour and maybe sleep or play online till I had to head home. I then made boyfriends bed, and I took the 2 stuffed animals Ive given to him in the past as gifts and placed them in silly positions on the bed and wrote little messages on paper that each of them were saying for boyfriend to read when he gets home, Im still waiting to see, heehee they were cute and funny. Hope he gets a kick out of it!

So I came home picked up the children at moms, she commented on my oldest. When his Dad dropped him off he didnt say a word, not even a goodbye to his Dad, just dumped out his art stuff and began to draw on the floor. Not sure how his visit was or if he just wanted some quiet time. Just gotta keep an eye on them and see how they do, I always fear someone else screwing with their little heads, instead of just enjoying them and sharing love with them.

My girlfriend from San Diego came by again with a gift for him also and we talked awhile more, shes leaving here tomm. So I plan to go and visit her soon, wow can you believe its been like over 5 yrs since we saw one another! And now we are reunited again. Its also sad listening to her, her marriage is suffering, shes frustrated, and a mother of 4. But she was immensley curious about me and divorce and asking me lots of questions and sharing her marriage probs. Unless her husband shapes up, shes gonna reach her limit and leave, I can tell shes unhappy, but she said “Im not going anywhere, I have 4 kids”

So I told her I would come and visit her soon. Her son loved played with my kids. And told me to please come visit soon. Hes the only boy with 3 sisters! So he was so happy being here at my house with my kids.

Back to the work routine tomm and kids to school!