Boyfriend Letters

Dear Diary,

Ive had a email account full of all the boyfriends little emails from work. Its different with the Net, you dont have paper letters to put in a shoe box like with handwritten letters and cards. And I get behind on printing these out, So I just wanted to through all the emails together in an entry to save from the Boyfriend.

April 8th

”

ITS NOT A BAD THING, THERE ARE JUST SUCH THINGS AS UNSPOKEN EXPECTATIONS. YOU

KNOW ME I READ INTO THINGS A BIT TOO MUCH AT TIMES TOO SO, SOMETIMES PERHAPS i

PERCIEVER THERE TO BE EXPECTATIONS THAT ARE UNFAIR THAT YOU PERHAPS HAVE NO

IDEA ABOUT, YA KNOW? SO I THINK AT TIMES WE NEED TO KINDA COME TOGETHER AND

SYNCH OUR GIG SO IT WORKS OUT A LIL SMOOTHER…YA THINK?”

April 14th 2002

“=0) thank you for a wonderful night on the town and holding my hand in the movie and stuffs. I know things are rough but I am sure that we can work things out.I love you beautiful. Goodnight

loves ya lots and lots and lots”

April 15th

“I WAS THINKING ABOUT YA LAST NIGHT AS A DRIFTED OFF TO SLEEP ANDYA KNOW WHAT? i

HAVE A COOL GIRLFRIEND YA KNOW THAT? SHES HOT TOO =0) K THE LINES BACKING UP I

HAVE TO GO LOVES YA BEBE”

April 16th

“=0) WELL i HAVE BEEN TRYING TO WAKE UP EARLIER THIS WEEK AND SO FAR ITS WORKING

OUT OK BUT ITS JUST TOUGH TO GET UP, BUT i FIGURE IF i GET UP A LIL EARLIER i

CAN SLEEP IN A LIL LONGER AND STILL NOT BE RUSHING TO WORK IN THE am. i HATE

FEELING RUSHED SO MY ANSWER WAS QUIT OR WAKE UP EARLIER….=0).

SO HOW ARE YOU TODAY?

i AM DOING PRETTY WELL I THINK, OR SO i LIKE TO THINK AT TIMES.LIFE IS GOOD, A

LIL MUNDANE AT TIMES BUT ALL IN ALL ITS GOOD. i HAVE GOOD PEOPLE IN MY LIFE i AM

ROUND ABOUTLY GETTING TO BE WHERE I WANT TO BE AND THINGS ARE GOOD, YA KNOW?

NOT PERFECT BUT GOOD.AND HONESTLY THAT IS SOMETHING TO BE CONTENT ABOUT. i KNOW

i DONT SEEM TO SHOW IT ALOT LATELY BUT i AM VERY GLAD THAT YOU ARE IN MY LIFE.

ANYHOW THE BUZZER IS RINGING…THAT MEANS ITS TIME FOR lAB rAT ACTION Man TO

HIT THE MAZE =0).

LOVES YA MUAH “

April 23

“HIYA

SORRY I DIDNT CALL LAST NIGHT. iT WAS A LONG DAY i JUST WENT HOME AND PASSED

OUT. AFTER i WENT TO THE GYM i LOCKED MY KEYS IN MY CAR SO i WAS RUNNING LATE

FOR WORK AT **** LAST NIGHT SO i WAS ALL STRESSED OUT HITTING THE GROUND

FOR WORK.IT WAS A SLOW NIGHT SO I KINDA GOT CAUGHT UP BUT MAN WAS I TIRED WHEN

I LEFT. SCOTT AND i ARE ON THE FINAL WEEK OF ARM TRAINING AND THIS IS THE HELL

WEEK, KIND OF. iTS SHORT AND BRUTAL WORKOUTS THAT WORK. MY BACK IS ALL TWEAKED

TODAY. WE DONT LIFT AGAIN TILL WED THOUGH..OH YEAH BUY THE WAY NEXT WEEK I HAVE

OFF FROM LIFTING SO IM REALLY FREE THEN IF YA WANNA DO SOMETHING.

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY FOR ME TO RETURN MY COMPUTER FOR CASH. iT IS NICE IN SOME

ASPECTS BUT TO BE HONEST I HAVE BEEN DISAPOINTED AS TO THE OVERALL PERFORMANCE

SO iM JUST GOING TO TAKE IT BACK GET THE LOW END OPTION TO JUST SWAP BOIARD FOR

90 BUCKS AND MAYBE GET SOME NEW HARDWARE…LIKE A NEW HARDDRIVE SO I CAN SWAP

OUT MY OLD 10 GIG FOR A BIGGER DRIVE OR SOMETHINTHATS MY PRIORITY FOR TODAY.

SO HOW WAS YOUR NIGHT? i MISS ANYTHING COOOOL?

i HAD ONE OF MY CO WORKERS ASK ABOUT YOU LAST NIGHT AND HOW LONG WE HAD BEEN

DATING AND SUCH. SO i WAS TALKING ABOUT YA JUST IN CASE YA WAS WONDERING WHY YA

EARS WAS A RINGING LAST NIGHT =0p~~~.

HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY THUS FAR.MUAH LOVES YA Victoria. hAVE A

FANTASTIC DAY AND I WILL TALK TO YA A LIL LATER ON. lOVES YA

“

“=0) NEXT TUESDAY SOUNDS FANTASTIC =0). uM HMM WHAT KIND OF THINGS DID i SAY

ABOUT YOU HUH. i SAID THAT I REALLY CARE ABOUT YOU AND WE HAVE EEN SEEING EACH

OTHER FOR A LIL OVER A YEAR. SHE ASKED ME HOW THINGS WERE GOING AND i SAID THEY

WERE GOOD , THAT THINGS WE JUST HAVE SOME MINOR THINGS TO TAKE CARE OF BUT THAT

ALL IN ALL THINGS WERE GOOD( AT LEAST FROM MY PERSPECTIVE[ SEEING AS i AM ALWAYS

WRONG ABOUT SUCH TINGS WHO KNOWS?]). THAT KINDA THING.

YEAH IT IS KINDA WILD SEEING LIFE FROM A PERSPECTIVE OF SOMEONE WHO WAS THERE

THAT YOU DIDNT KNOW BUT KNOWS THINGS THAT YOU KNOW… YA KNOW? =0p~~~

AH YES I SHOULD ONLY TAKE LIKE AN HOUR OR SO TO DO MY COMPUTER UP SO =0),

ITS GETTING BUSY SO I HAVE TO SCOOT LOVES YA BYEEEE FOR NOW”

April 24

“LIFE IS WEIRD SOME DAYS BABE. IT IS AMAZING WHAT DRIVING TO WORK AND

LISTENING TO MUSIC DOES TO ONE AT TIMES. THOUGHTS AND THINGS….SHRUG I

DUNNO, JUST A DIFFERANT PERSPECTIVE ON THINGS…. THINGS YA DONT ALWAYS LOOK AT

AND SUCH YA KNOW? I BET YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IM MUTTERING ABOUT HUH? =0). I

WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT A FEW THINGS,LIKE US AND LIFE AND SUCH. iTS LIKE iM

SCARED OF YOU ND MOVING FORWARD. i DONT KNOW HOW THINGS WILL BE AND TO BE

HONEST THAT KIND OF UNCERTAINTY SCARES ME.bUT iM DRAWN TO IT TOO YA KNOW? LIKE

I KNOW THAT YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON AND THAT THERE ISNT ANYTHING TO FEAR IN THAT

BUT AT THE SAME TIME II BAWLK…SHRUG I DUNNO. I WILL JUST BE

QUIET.MUAHM LOVES YA

SO I BROUGHT MY BOOK TO WORK TODAY SO i HAVE SOMETHING TO READ IF i GET A

CHANCE. TODAY IS GOING TO BE A LONG DAY AGAIN.

i TRIED TO GET MY COMPUTER TO WORK SOME OMRE TODAY. i REALLY THINK IM JUST GOING

TO THROW IT AGAINST THE WALL…lol. i DUNNO. i WILL PROLLY TAKE IT BACK AND

SWAP IT AROUND TO SEE WHATS GOING ON WITH IT. IT IS BEGINNING TO FRUSTRATE ME

BUT SUCH IS LIFE.

i HAVE TO GET MY jEEP PARTS SOON TOO. AH FIXING A JEEP CAN BE SOO MUCH FUN N

STUFF.

i DUNNO IM JUST TIRED AND RAMBLING A BIT SO DONT MIND ME.I JUST WANT TO GIVES YA

A BIG HUG AND SAY HELLO =0). hELLO HUGGGZ

HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY BABE

LOVES YA LOTS AND LOTS”