He Can Suck

Dear Diary,

Just having a little frustration vent moment. I came home and found a letter from my bank. Ugh, how many times will I see these? Once again the child support check didnt clear. His last one didnt last time either. Yes it did clear the second time they ran it through, but then I get the bank fee and pray that nothing in my account has bounced in the interim. Its frustrating. So here we go again today. I called the Ex. And I guess I know better than to call. But what else can I do but notify him? He talks to me all pissy and tells me it cleared that he checked. He checked yesterday. Well it must have been ran through again. He acts like Im supposed to not care since it only bounced the first time?? It shouldnt happen at all. Im so tired of this stuff. I hate that I depend on those checks. Hes makes more in one week than I make in a whole month. I have the kids about 95% of the time. And I just hate dealing with this. This is why I am not with him you see, just ONE SMALL reason of why.

🙁

I so want to plan this vacation with my kids. Im working my butt off extra to save right now. I know I know, In my head Im thinking DAMMIT EX GROW UP! But if he had grown up I may still be with him. But this is why Im not hes been this way for well over 10 yrs. Likes hes gonna snap out of it now that I am divorcing him???? He doesnt even see he has problems really. 🙁

People suck at times.